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i dont want to walk away,but should I?
Ugh! now i know im probly going to get slammed here and called names but before anything bad is said just know that i know what i did was very wrong and i am so very regretful. i have been with my boyfriend for only 6 months and we got serious fast. Not long ago I cheated on him...now I did not actually have sex with another guy but yes we kissed and flirted etc and this was my first time ever doing anything like this while I was in a relationship.(this was a guy that I knew before i met my boyfriend) My boyfriend knew the very next day. He does not believe that I did not have actual sex with this guy but he has chosen to stay with me to work things out. I want to stay with him to. But i have now come to the realization that he has been talking to other women, and is trying to set up a date with someone. He doesnt know that I have found out about this yet. Im just confused I know that I have hurt him and put distrust in him. I have cut all ties with this other guy that i had known and was working on proving to him that i do love him and would never do that again. He still tells me he loves me and comes to see me all the time and spends the night like he always use to. I just dont get why he would tell me he wants to stay with me. Is he just possibly trying to test himself to see if he really wants to stay? maybe seeing if he can find a connection to someone else then dump me? I know that what caused all this is my fault and I own up to it but at the same time I dont want to have to prove myself to him and try to work things out if he really isnt sure if he wants to be with me. Maybe its still to early, it has only been a few weeks since all this happened and emotions are still running high and strong.
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